kebumen, im intern

Selamat malam saudara-saudara,
Ini kali pertama saya nge-blog langsung dari BLACKBERRY® dan dari kota kebumen :D. FYI, it's been four months here, semenjak pindah dari kota kenangan Purwokerto. Sedih memang meninggalkan kota yang lima tahun saya tempati, apalagi meninggalkan kamar kost yang paling hommy sedunia (┌_┐). Life goes on, sist!!! Sebulan pertama memang galau rasanya, ga betah gimana gitu. Tapi lama kelamaan lumayan betah juga. Alhamdulillah yha.
Begitulah adaptasi,mau tak mau harus dijalani. Bagaimana lagi? Di kebumen ini memang sudah tugas alias kewajiban dari Depkes untuk dokter-dokter baru yang telah lulus UKDI dan sumpah dokter.

how's life here?
Aman dan nyaman. Alhamdulillah lagi. Semenjak makin nyaman sama kamar kost dan menemukan berbagai spot makanan yg ((y)ˆ ³ˆ)(y) sipppp, akhirnya mulai betah juga. Kebumen is quite good little city, lebih sepi dari Purwokerto yang sekarang mulai macet.

How's work?
Yes, I'm an intern now!!!
Kebijakan baru untuk pendidikan dokter saat ini mewajibkan dokter yang baru lulus untuk menimba ilmu dan pengalaman klinis selama 8 bulan di RSUD dan 4 bulan di puskesmas. Kami juga mendapatkan bantuan dana dari depkes sebesar 1,2 jt per bulan. Memang tidak mencukupi jika harus membiayai hidup selama sebulan, tapi apa boleh dikata. Jika tidak mengikuti program ini, str (surat tanda registrasi) untuk praktek tidak keluar ┒(⌣˛⌣'')┎
Jika ditiliki hal positifnya, ternyata banyak lho!!! Di saat inilah kami banyak belajar menghadapi pasien, bukan sebagai koas lagi, tapi sebagai dokter umum (khusunya dokter igd). Disini juga wahana untuk diskusi dengan yang lebih berpengalaman, karena sebagai intern, wajib koordinasi pemeriksaan dan terapi si pasien.
Huhuhuhuh I'm newbie, ternyata banyak yang harus dipelajari. (◦ˆ⌣ˆ◦)ง Semangat

That's all about kebumen dan internship kali ini

Readers, if you are an intern to be...
Pertama pasti banyak bete-nya, tapi ternyata banyak manfaat yang bisa didapat. (Gaya beuuttt, padahal juga berharap cpt slese :D piss)

Bath tube

Jika saya punya rumah nanti, saya akan membuat bath tube yang luas dan nyaman. It would be great if it's located on the roof (not really necessary), have to be closed but i could see the view around. Kurang lebih seperti ini :

wah, kalau bisa sekelilingnya pemandangan indah, ga bakal keluar dari kamar mandi nih. :D

Mandi, sendiri mempunyai banyak manfaat, selain badan menjadi bersih, ternyata manfaat kesehatannya juga buanyakk. Saat mandi air hangat, pori-pori akan terbuka dan toksin dalam tubuh akan keluar. Otot-otot akan terasa lebih relaks. Apalagi jika mandi busa, whuahhhh, *ngilerrrr
Mandi air dingin juga ga kalah sehatnya, malah menurut info, lebih baik dalam meredakan ketegangan otot-otot.
Kalau mandi air hangat dapat menaikan kadar gula darah dan mempersempit aliran darah, sebaliknya mandi air dingin dapat menurunkan kadar gula darah serta melancarkan peredaran darah. Ga takut juga kalo musti berendam air dingin. hehe
Saat pulang beraktivitas, mandi malam hari membantu kenyamanan sebelum tidur juga.

Dekorasi kamar mandi yang indah sangat membantu mandi jadi lebih semangat dan ga buru-buru pengen cepat selesai. Suara gemericik air dari kolam kecil bisa memberikan efek psikologis buat ketenangan, jadi bagus banget klo view ato scenerynya berupa kolam kecil dengan pot-pot bunga disekitarnya. Dekorasi ini bisa membantu buat yang ga bisa mewujudkan cita-cita bikin kamar mandi on the roof dan pemandangan hijau seperti gambar diatas.
Selain itu, kamar mandi yang luas juga akan lebih nyaman, tidak sesak, sirkulasi udara lancar. Like this :

Nikmatnya mandi!!! bisa dimodifikasiin pake busa atau bunga. Sambil mendengarkan musik jazz atau rock juga ga masalah, anykind of music, lha. Wewangian aromatherapy engga boleh ketinggalan, yhaaa. Sippp

Ga sabar pengen punyaaaaa.....

dram dram dramatic

she : can u wait longer for me?
he : forever?
she : are u sure?
he : if u someday will be mine for sure, then yes
she : :') i cant understand how's ur way of thinkin, why do u wanna wait for me longer?
he : coz u're the only one
she : how if there were another lovely woman?
he : no, it's only you
she : you dont know what would happened
he : i dont care
she : how if ur friend tht u really liked were broken up with her bf n asked u to be her bf?
he : she hurt me too much, you know i'm starting to not suffer her anymore
she : i wanna do anything to be with u
he : me too


-a very dramatic conversation they had-

words and songs

Words to say

It's been a month I feel so different. I couldnt really explain what the differences were

I could say it's beautiful, but it's not really the appropriate word to describe
I could say it's a happiness, but it's also not really the appropriate word to describe
I could say it's strange, hmmm from 1 to 10 scale. It would be 8 and a half
It's not that unbelievable, not that a love things either
It feels so good to me even some sadness exist on it
There's smile, laugh, and left-chest-light pain dominated
But there are also anxiety, paranoia and doubt involved

For me, I would like to say "i hope" much more than "i wish"

It's new to me
I've got some new names, I've lost some life principles
I've never felt like this, n never been in this situation before

owh. it's a magic too

But So far, we're impossibility

Songs to sing

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart, unseen.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

-aqualung, strange and beautiful-

Our day will come
And we'll have everything.
We'll share the joy
Falling in love can bring.

No one can tell me
That I'm too young to know
Cause I love you so
And you love me, love me.

Our day will come
If we just wait a while.
No tears for us
Think love and wear a smile.

And our dreams are meant to be
Because we'll always stay
In love this way
Our day will come.
-Jamie cullum, our day will come-

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
-michael bubble, havent met you yet-

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Heart without a soul

like a bird without wings.

It's goin somewhere

Hey.. How long you will be there?

but Im goin to take it back

n Im goin

to keep it here

to save it

to give to someone that is worthy for